dhal jayegi shaam ye....

kya likhoon mai is dil ki dastaan
har lafz toh bas tera hi naam hai

kya maangoon is jahaan se mai
tera saath hi toh ek armaan hai

kya poochoon us khuda se mai
tu hi toh mera ik jawaab hai


in aankhon me aansun nahi hain
bas teri yaadon ki yaadein hain

mere dil me khwaahishen nahi
teri chahat ki fariyaadein hain


jaanta hoon ki bebuniyaad nahi
par be-asar hain chahtein ye meri

tere dil ko duur se hi choo kar
laut jaane waali karahein hain meri


ab hai intezaar
ab hai intezaar,, us subah ka
jo tere dil ko mere dil ka raasta dikhlayegi
woh nayi zindagi jo dard se daaman chhudaegi
is zindagi mein mumkin nahi shayad
par dua hai tujhse ae khuda ki is aasmaan se
ye shaam bhi mere saath hi dhal jayegi

if only,,,,

they say "this too shall pass"
i hope its true
they say life opens new doors
i hope its true
they say you will get over it
i hope its true
they say time goes on...
i hope its true

then
i see her and i say
"i have my hope and i hope its true"

its me again....

i didn't expect to see this here on this page but thanks to shirish da i got to see MY FIRST POEM again..well i wrote this one when i was 9 years old..and had almost forgotten about it..till another benefit of orkut happened....and shirish da sent me this poem which was with him all these years..
so here it is...

Its me again……


Right from the morning, till the dark;
When their isn’t a little spark,
All my hard work goes in vain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

Mom yells and dad shouts,
All the wrong, ins and outs,
Weather its summer or its rain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

Friends and relatives kick my back,
And all the dear once give me a smash,
Beaten and torn, I yell in pain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

I tried to be good, careful and set,
As anyone is no more upset,
but still I have losses and bit no gain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

Whether its dentist or the gardener,
Everyone is annoyed no one is my partner,
I am in full of trouble in this vicious chain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

I ask you all to check your sight,
Its not always that I am right,
So please heartily help me to sustain,

As where you see the fault, “ITS NOT ME AGAIN”……

sometimes...

(thank you Mr Damien Rice for this one)

Sometimes...
i don't even think.....

Sometimes...
i don't even feel....

and Sometimes..
when i get a chance..
to see you.....
I know,,I'm still alive........

and Sometimes..
when you pass by....
and give a look..
into my eyes..
i know I'm still in love..
and that i will always be...

coz "Sometimes" is all the time i have with me......


I cant take my eyes off you
I cant take my eyes.......... off you
I cant take my eyes off you......
I cant take my eyes off you....
I cant take my eyes off you..
I cant take my eyes off you.

and i know, i don't Need ,no one new

khamoshi ki dastak

raat mein aati hai aawaaz
woh aawaaz

seher me bhi sun sakta hun mai
woh aawaaz

lafzon ko dhundta rehta hun mai
ki kya kehti hai woh aawaaz

sun sakta hun mai ki
kuch kehna chahti hai woh aawaaz

koshish bhi karni chahi kayi baar
ki mil jaye mujhe woh aawaaz

par samajh nahi paata ki
kya samjhana chahti hai woh aawaaz

kal uski tasveer ko dekha jab maine
phir se najaane kaise aayi woh aawaaz

maine kaha usey
ruk jaa ae aawaaz

tham gayi us pal woh aawaaz

socha ki karun maloom
kya kehti hai yeh aawaaz

meri aankhen thi
aankhon ke aansu the
aankhon se aansu
gir rahe the dil par
aur aa rahi thi
aawaaz

the reprise shop....

touch the heart and it beeps
the last tear, yeah it weeps
something tells you,the way to go
and you go the way you always go

the sun is over here to burn the way
the moon is now, over there to stare
you don't care, but you got that fear
the fear to let the soul left bare

the pearl glows..to let you watch
but what is it that you see?
its the pearl that you see...
and you do see,its the fear you bear..

nothing more than the last stand........

the last time,,

its all there
wish you were here.........

waqt ka nazrana

subah subah ki un chahton me
ki shayad roshni laayi hai ek nayi mithaas
us naye raaste ki saundhi khushboo
kaash ghul jaye is zehen mein....

aasman me dikhta nahi kuch
par ye raat toh nahi
humne maanga nahi toh kya
kya jazbaat kuch aur nahin

aankhon me uski ab bhi hai
woh jahaan hamara
laakhon sapne na sahi
inteha ek ab bhi hai
aankhen uski hi sahi
palken hamari nam ab bhi hain

din badh raha hai
par waqt kyun hai thehra
chahe yeh dil na chahe
par zindagi par laga hai woh pehra
dil me fir bhi basa hai jaane kaise woh chehra.........

ab bas bata de ae khuda
manzilon aur raaston ki duniya me
kya aukaat hai hamari
kabhi mil payegi koi manzil
ya raaston me guzar jayegi zindagi saari...........

vroooom.............

tauk tauk tauk tauk
tauk tauk tauk tauk
moving........................
oh i am moving.............................
the steps are short,
the steps are long...
oh i am moving.............................
i see.. it makes me feel blind
but i see it.......
but i see it.................
i feel it
i feel it
i need it
i don't know
if i feel it
or i need it......................
i know...........no i don't
i see...............for so long
i am helpless because i help less
do you know...
it seems you do...
you always know it
yes you know it..........

and i heard it
yes i heard it
it sang to me
it cried to me
it had to be
because i have heard it
yes i have heard it

am i..........
am i............
yes its me
who has done it
who couldn't do it

you know....
did i think?
would i think?
what i think?
when i think?
how i think?

i don't think
i can't think
don't know when lost it
i did lose it
..................
so what?????
whats next.....
just teaching me,, myself.........
teaching my heart----you're made to be broken
just see it ,,,, the way you want it
to be broken again.............
maybe its the way you love
to break down again
and

moving...................
oh i am moving................