soundproof.....

I can hear the lonely sound
Of my breath going up and down
There's a mirror, so unkind
it lets me see the road beneath my mind.
Solitude, may be the destination, I don't know
Its not my wish, but I do have to go

Hold me, will you? will you ever?
or pretend that one day you will
I don't know, if there's something on the other side
Is it the warm land, where fools reside.
I can't believe, this is really happening..
Was it meant to be or did I let go.

Its so uneasy sometimes, I do feel the cold.
Still, there are no tears in my eyes
But there's something, I can't explain

I have hit the rock, I have hit the bottom.
Somebody, please Someone.

''loved''

Looking into your eyes
made my cry
so beautiful those eyes
really made me mad...what if!! one day......

seeing you smile....
was that for me ?
that pretty smile....
thank you for that

watching you speak
watching you laugh
watching you all day
every time...every moment....

i dont know how the world works
but i do know that there's a god
i dont know if he reads what i write
but i do know he's written something

this is not a love song dear god
but it sure has love in it
i dont ask you to read this one
just dont write no more love in my life
if you cant give me those eyes to look at
that smile to cry for

and if you do find me love
then bless me before it kills me again....

Wandering Soul.............OR...........so to say.

Looking up to the sky
anticipating a rain of hope.

Looking down to the ground
towards the plant of my wishes.

Watching somethings here & there
and watching them again.

Singing that song, singing it nice
I think, I sung that song, & i sung it twice

I don't cry no more.
Its like a mode shift
Sometimes you don't cry with tears
& Sometimes you have tears when you don't cry
And when its all over, you can just scribble it down.

dhal jayegi shaam ye....

kya likhoon mai is dil ki dastaan
har lafz toh bas tera hi naam hai

kya maangoon is jahaan se mai
tera saath hi toh ek armaan hai

kya poochoon us khuda se mai
tu hi toh mera ik jawaab hai


in aankhon me aansun nahi hain
bas teri yaadon ki yaadein hain

mere dil me khwaahishen nahi
teri chahat ki fariyaadein hain


jaanta hoon ki bebuniyaad nahi
par be-asar hain chahtein ye meri

tere dil ko duur se hi choo kar
laut jaane waali karahein hain meri


ab hai intezaar
ab hai intezaar,, us subah ka
jo tere dil ko mere dil ka raasta dikhlayegi
woh nayi zindagi jo dard se daaman chhudaegi
is zindagi mein mumkin nahi shayad
par dua hai tujhse ae khuda ki is aasmaan se
ye shaam bhi mere saath hi dhal jayegi

if only,,,,

they say "this too shall pass"
i hope its true
they say life opens new doors
i hope its true
they say you will get over it
i hope its true
they say time goes on...
i hope its true

then
i see her and i say
"i have my hope and i hope its true"

its me again....

i didn't expect to see this here on this page but thanks to shirish da i got to see MY FIRST POEM again..well i wrote this one when i was 9 years old..and had almost forgotten about it..till another benefit of orkut happened....and shirish da sent me this poem which was with him all these years..
so here it is...

Its me again……


Right from the morning, till the dark;
When their isn’t a little spark,
All my hard work goes in vain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

Mom yells and dad shouts,
All the wrong, ins and outs,
Weather its summer or its rain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

Friends and relatives kick my back,
And all the dear once give me a smash,
Beaten and torn, I yell in pain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

I tried to be good, careful and set,
As anyone is no more upset,
but still I have losses and bit no gain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

Whether its dentist or the gardener,
Everyone is annoyed no one is my partner,
I am in full of trouble in this vicious chain,
as where you see the fault, its me again.

I ask you all to check your sight,
Its not always that I am right,
So please heartily help me to sustain,

As where you see the fault, “ITS NOT ME AGAIN”……

sometimes...

(thank you Mr Damien Rice for this one)

Sometimes...
i don't even think.....

Sometimes...
i don't even feel....

and Sometimes..
when i get a chance..
to see you.....
I know,,I'm still alive........

and Sometimes..
when you pass by....
and give a look..
into my eyes..
i know I'm still in love..
and that i will always be...

coz "Sometimes" is all the time i have with me......


I cant take my eyes off you
I cant take my eyes.......... off you
I cant take my eyes off you......
I cant take my eyes off you....
I cant take my eyes off you..
I cant take my eyes off you.

and i know, i don't Need ,no one new